I’m not as you wanted.

Look at me,

I’m not as you wanted,

I’m this way.

You would have wanted another life,

now, you have also lost the desire for many things.

You never expected all this, huh?

I never expected, no.

I talk to me, as almost always …


To lose the will to go,

to escape elsewhere.

I chased her away, along with the bad thoughts …

Now I know that life is different from how I always thought it.

And no, I’m not what I wanted before,

but perhaps, now, being so, I could be

even better.

I’m not what I wanted before, no,

I’m like that now.

I’m fine with it,

I am fine,

because I feel I don’t have to run

or run away anymore,

behond something or someone,

but just myself.

Italian/original version

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